is now spring? I believe so even if now is only 0 degree outside. What does spring mean? Yellowgreen leaves, blooming flowers or the get flowing river? For me I feel it is the first sunlight suddenly warm my heart, and makes all annoyance which froze in cold winter suddenly melt, then it is like a quiet stream wash all dust and take it away from deep heart. It is true heart spring is much more difficult timely coming than regular season changing, however if you are lucky, perhaps your heart spring will never leave.
Has my heart spring come? Good question but difficult to answer. Like every big city girl, my life is also full of attraction, tempter, risk, annoyance even desperation. To insist in an exciting but little hopeless love or jump into a real marriage, more and more city girls have to face it. I am greedy so I wish they would well mix, but I know it is little luxurious for today.
Heard a real story today, a smart and pretty secretary keeps affair with her married boss, not really special story nowadays, however this guy never really respect her and her love, only keep her an sexual partner once in a while. I do feel sorry for the girl as the one she chooses almost a womenizer, no idea how much she would be hurt in future. After that I start to think the one I love. Perhaps the relation I have right now is also not that easy, but at least the man I love who knows what real love means and never be stingy of his love to me. When a man care about you and your feeling both in bed and out of bed, I believe it is a best proof how much the man loves you.
Obviously woman is weird animal, and I am typical woman, so you know how weird I am when get involved in love with man. Up to now I still believe that the love is the first light of my heart spring, also I wish I am the lucky one to keep my heart spring all my life.
